I hate myself for aLways thinking of you… I hate mySeLf for aLways LonginG to Be with you.. I hate mySelf for aLways dreAming of thing which cAn nEver be True..and i hAte mYSelf for feeLing sO deep inLove with you….beCause I kNow…i know…Everything has an end… and i’m sCared..really sCared..that i might wAke up one morNing…faCing each day… kNOwing that you’re not mine AnYmOre… knOwing that i cAn nEver ever see your face again,,can never ever hear your voice again, can never ever see those smiles on your fAce again… …pLs…don’t Leave me… pLs…
{January 19, 2007} i’m sCared…