why>>. why??… he’s too far away.. i can’t take it.. i wanna see him..i wanna be with him… i’m scared really scared… but i trust my guy…coz i love him…i don’t want to lose him…no..never…he’s the only guy who made me do many weird things.. i mean…he didn’t force me..but i insist.. despite the distance..i’m still here with him…i will always be supportive to him…especially this times… i know… he needs me… but how can i help him??? in my own little way?? while im not there beside him??? how>>>????